Today I am getting admitted into the hospital. I can't believe I am already back. I was just here from jan. 21- feb. 8. My baby Jack is walking already and Ben is catching up he'll stand then walk a couple steps then drop to his knees. I think he could if he really wanted to. Dave is going to New Zealand tomorrow for a week. I am so sad I won't be able to talk to him for that long. Our kids are going to be watched by our loved ones. I just hate that they have to be passed around like some little orphans.